she gets so sick of crying...

she cries out in pain

2005-01-30T20:48:13Z

regular weekend... friday i went to the mall....alex, heath, ryann, ryan, carey.....good people. me and alex went with carey to get his ears pierced. then i went and saw a bloody movie.saturday i went over to my dads house and jeromy came over around 4..we hung out then he brought me to gabbys at 6 so we could go to the darkroom. randi was there also so us three went and got there a little early. carey got there early also though, so he was our entertainment for a little while until they opened the doors. the bands were awesome! we saw alex and analese at the darkroom also. i met lots of cool people and i got licked on the face again....oh boy. preston is a cool dude! then gabby, randi, and i returned to gabbys house.... here's where the night even got a little more interesting. well randi was going to get someone at the darkroom to pierce her lip but everyone was too scared of hurting her and so we get ot gabbys...and still no pierced lip, so....gabby pierces it when we got home!.....with a big safety pin because it was the only sharp thing that we could find. wow, it looked pretty darn painful! we went to sleep after watching the first 10 minutes of wicker part.. if even.. and went to sleep. now i am at my house...watching my 3 year old sister surf myspace on the computer...its kinda funny.

i draw pictures when im bored....i did one on the computer but its on my picture trail..under 'draw'...and a picture of randi's lip pierced is under the other album...here

have a nice day.
here

take my hand or disappear

2005-01-24T02:20:31Z

the week went by fast and then the weekend came which was very fun again!

friday, one of my little sisters had a dance party at the house for her birthday and so i stayed home and took pictures. i went to bed fairly early cause saturday i had to get up early because kayla and i went to work at the st.agnes soup kitchen in the morning. after 2 and a half hours of sweeping, mopping, washing dishes (our fingers got shrivley), spraying, and pouring water over wach other in the kitchen while the nuns were serving the people....we went to the mall for a longgg time. we got chinese food and bought skirts also! after the mall we went home and got ready and then jeromy and josh came over and we played ping pong and then watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind....great movie! after that we watched americas funniest home videos and played ...'elephant' haha. later on they left and kayla and i went to sleep....long day! kayla left early in the morning and then i woke up and it was my sister, bailey's, birthday! she's 13 now!! we went to the mall to go "maui shopping"! didnt find anything though cause theres still just lots of pants and long sleeve shirts and whatnot. after the mall my family and i went to 'payaiya'?...some spanish thing where 10 couples go and bring their kids and we eat some spanish food called payaiya...haha yeah i got bored within the first 15 minutes...one of their damn weiner dogs wouldnt stop humping my little sisters arm....i was thouroughly disgusted! then i went home, ate a little bit of birthday cake and sooner or later i guess time for homework will come around.

playing piano

courtsey

cancan can you do the cancan?

about to kiss mozart on the cheek..

strike a pose kails! ha dont mess with me

kayla runnin to the door to greet jeromy and josh

we are running to jeromy's truck

mucho mucho fun!

"rachisicidy..?"

2005-01-17T04:21:00Z

great weekend so far--friday i went to the darkroom with gabby and we hung out with many cool people. saturday i drove to jeromy's house...with my dad.. i got there at about 3 and we played some video game and looked at pictures and we "built a cake"!! then later around 9 or so kayla came over also. josh made dinner and it was very good. jeromy and josh brought kayla and me back to her house around 12:30! it was a very very fun night. tonight i had to work as a waitress at the st.aloysius dinner theater thing and i had to look "50's ish" because that was the theme. it was cool also..worked from 1-9. im not sure what i am going to do tomorrow but im thinking about possibly the mall.

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

<3 have a nice day ---rachel

slice

2005-01-09T18:42:52Z

last night was alot of fun.---kayla and i got ready for the dance and then went until 10 and that was fun fun. afterwards, we went back to my house and josh and jeremy came over and we watched "Troy". it was pretty good, well the part that i wasnt sleeping. i think jeremy was the only one that could stay up the whole time but he kept waking me up :D it was a really good night!!! they left my house at around my lucky number!

hah kinda egyptian! angry kids i got in her bubble! looks like we're dancing but its karate!! dont ask! hahha oh forgive me kayla...hah hmmm

she's climbing up a ladder (me)..ha who knows HIYA!!

hah we have alot of fun together kails

<3333

that final kiss goodnight.

2005-01-06T05:10:46Z

thanks randi!! :D

just woke up from a long nap because i didnt sleep too long last night. i burnt my finger today when i was getting some food out the damn oven. gahh that hurt badly for a while and now i have a blister on my fingertip that has a line through it..?

he lacks the courage in his mind
like a child left behind
like a pet left in the rain
she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
some days he feels like dying
she gets so sick of crying --

have a good day! <3rachel

an eye of mine :D heh

Susie.....?

2004-12-21T17:07:24Z

last night was fun...gabby got to come over and spend the night and she brought the movie ELF! drew and tony came over and walked into my house at first for about 5 seconds, then it was all reverse and they were back outside for a quick breeze of air and a new scent. haha. tony played my guitar some...and drew played it also. they were our entertainment for a few minutes. then we started watching the movie...until i fell on the floor because i was constantly getting tickled.haha. later on, the movie ended..duh. and we listened to daphne loves derby......until my brother took the source of the music, ahh. then drew and tony had to leave because drew had school today. so we all said our goodbye (with my brother and his friend running around frantically and aggrivating all of us). then i gave drew his christmas present...and he gave me mine...:D. then me and drew had another goodbye and they left. it was a great night.

livng_oblivious @ 2004-12-17T00:57:00

2004-12-17T07:06:24Z

im at gabbys at the moment and we werent tired and werent in the mood to study...so we took pictures!!

its on his wall!! :D

tomorrow is our last day of school before the holidays!!! WOOHOO!!...

he told me "just let me hold your hand"..........<3?

goodnight darlings...

SCAHARRS

2004-12-14T23:48:32Z

todays---good day! i went to school around 8:15 and studied for english and then took that exam at 10..and i think i did well on it. after that, my step mom and i went out to eat lunch and then i went home and GABBY came over!!!!...to study for biology. well we didnt necessarily ever get around tothe studying part, but we got to have a visitor over, hays, i hadnt seen him in a while and he lives right down the street! he smelled like gasoline lol but he plays piano very veryyy well! then he left and me and gabby painted our nails and put sparkles on them! and now my nails looks all starry!<3 Then the mailman came and TOOK away the mail i had in there (haha :D)...such a secret!

ahh i get a digital camera for christmas and then i can put many pictures on here!!

and i love the way you laugh and your smile is so contagious..!

livng_oblivious @ 2004-12-13T22:46:00

2004-12-14T04:54:01Z

Kiss me
out of the bearded barley
nightly, beside the green, green grass
swing, swing, swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
lead me out on the moonlit floor
lift your open hand
strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
silver moon's sparkling
...so kiss me

first exam tomorrow! oh great...

drew i hope you start to feel better soon!!

i'm miss. nesbit!

2004-12-13T05:59:23Z

i had a great weekend!....friday me and my family went to see that musical which was pretty good actually!..saturday i had drivers ed (woohoo...this is what happens to procrastinators) and then it was a movie watching night with drew. we watched toy story and shrek and ate candy canes!! he had a not so great cough....ha hope you get better drew! anyways..sunday i went to church with the family and did christmas pictures out in zachery at a christmas tree farm because we were going to get ours there...but all the small ones that looked like little shrubs were left so we took christmas pictures then moved on home. and then guitar alot of the day...now sunday is almost over and exam week stars..wahoo just so enthusiastically excited..hmm. alright im going to bed now...i had a good night.<<i think i over-wrote..heh oh well, it gives something for you boredians to do.

have a great day...

you make me smile

...............??////?

another bad morning

2004-12-10T15:45:18Z

im in spanish class right now..and we are watching beauty and the beast....but its in spanish (i have no idea what they are saying but its pretty funny watching them talk because their mouths are way off from the words)

i went to bed at 1:30am and so im pretty tired today....and im going to see a musical "Hairspray" tonight with the family and tomorrow....im not quite sure what i am doing tomorrow or sunday.

i miss that kiss.]]]]

...alex zimmerman, i love you darling and im here for you always...you know that

school so early in the morning is tiresome

2004-12-09T15:41:26Z

what would you do if i left again...
would you miss me?.. or want to kiss me?
would you want to hold me in your arms?.. would i cause you any harm

....christmas is getting closer OH MY

you got it <3

amy...

2004-12-08T19:36:08Z

have a great day

livng_oblivious @ 2004-12-05T11:48:00

2004-12-05T17:51:26Z

I miss you less, with each day you're gone......

livng_oblivious @ 2004-12-03T19:41:00

2004-12-04T01:44:22Z

its been a pretty good week
happy late birthday leif
happy birthday bob!
happy birthday MOLLS

well im going to hang out with drew. hes pretty darn cool!
later

thanksgiving and no turkey

2004-11-28T22:03:11Z

it was a good thanksgiving holiday....was in belguim, visiting annie and also stephen, pretty much all of it...that was pretty darn fun

last night was some ball thing for my older sister and some people..woohoo and my cousin spent the night afterward...

and i'll miss your laugh, your smile....

livng_oblivious @ 2004-11-14T19:25:00

2004-11-15T01:33:48Z

fun weekend..friday i went to the mall (for a little bit) with chase and then to the store and got a toothbrush..? lol and then to gabbys. at gabbys house we baked some cookies and watched white chicks..we laughed quite a bit. that was a fun night. on saturday i went home and babysat my brothers and sisters for a little while and then got ready and went over to sarahs house and we went tailgating then to the game..with ali and chaylon as well. our seats were hilarious! not only were we smack dab ALABAMA side...but under some concrete woopdeedoo thing...yeah but we made it fun..i cant even say how many people said something about my socks (that went above my knees) i bet they just wanted some too...hah um yeah. today i had guitar and then went to the mall with alex and we both bought some shoes. the end of my weekend.

4 days until i am in BELGUIM!!! ahhh sarah and reed!

i love this cold weather!!

livng_oblivious @ 2004-11-10T22:26:00

2004-11-11T04:32:27Z

i Laughed all night with you..

..just thinking some

2004-11-10T00:09:56Z

:: trust takes time..... ::

english homework..

2004-11-09T03:17:05Z

Your music is so beautiful

I could listen all day

The melody, so wonderful

Your eyes shining, bright sunray

Well it is all for you, my dear

This rhythm and song I say

I am just so glad you’re here

To listen to what I have to play

Oh, I could sit here for hours

Or as long as you sing

And your voice just towers

And your strumming keeps its ring

Well you make me smile

And my heart pound

I would play a long while

So I could sing to you forever-bound

I am leaving full of dread

Wishing I could listen to you more

Not too long before I’m dead

But at least then, I will not be soar

Oh darling, I will miss you too

But my music will forever be

This one last song I sing to you

And then you have to flee <|3

walk around with your shorts down..

2004-11-05T04:01:45Z

ah..well today is the half way marker until my birthday..wahoo!
this week wasnt a great week for me but maybe the weekend will be somewhat better..
i plan on going to the chs game tomorrow because its the last one and perhaps the tacky dance on saturday. dont know whats going on for sunday yet except some LJA thing i have to go to..woop dee doo (hint:sarcasm!!)
today, gabriel, angela, randi, leslie, and i ripped up those magazines at their lunch hour and put them in that barrel thing...then i got inside it until randi threatened to roll me away in it.
hah then at my real lunch hour..sarah, kathryn, and i got in trouble for putting our banana peels on the ground by the cafeteria door. we thought it was quite hilarious though...and kathryn had to top it off with her nice comment of "the wind blew them off the table"..haha riiight. yall are too cool!
oh yes! and i almost forgot..i got asked to be on the volleyball team today by coach leblanc...(yeah she wants me to be the calculator person)..heh im doubting ill take that "job"..
okay now is the point i notice my blabbing without a purpose but i felt the need to update..so there. im working on getting pictures up for next time.
bye. ||RACHEL||

p.s.--all dutchtown homecoming goers--HAVE FUN on saturday!!!!!
and khaki sno deffinately got new songs on there website so check them out OR ELSE!!!! www.purevolume.com/khakisno

later kids

livng_oblivious @ 2004-10-25T20:00:00

2004-10-26T01:15:27Z

there is a lunar eclipse on wednesday that im looking forward too! i love the sky..i wish you you could be there with me to share the moment and make yet another memory, i was looking forward to it, i understand though... oh and by the way, theres also a show that night at the darkroom starting at 7 with common curtis playing and race the sun as well.

i went and got my passport today because only 23 more days until sarah, reed, and i go to belguim to visit ANNIE!!!...and stephen also! i can hardly wait.

i remember when you used to make me smile....

its as if i keep appearing holding roses and gifts to give to you at your shut door...no matter what i give, i will never be let in.

livng_oblivious @ 2004-10-23T00:54:00

2004-10-23T06:02:23Z

didnt have school today..
tonight was battle of the bands at lsu. all were awesome! CONGRADULATIONS to COMMON CURTIS! yall were great!!
me and patty met tim! hah oo la la.

...as long as you are happy...

livng_oblivious @ 2004-10-20T21:56:00

2004-10-21T02:58:19Z

last weekend was lots of fun!
friday- 13th gate with some kids who said we WERENT gunna go there and so i went and we ended up going there and i was scared because, well im scared of many things! but it ended up being pretty fun!..yeah then i stayed up for a while, long night :\
saturday- went to the mall with AR!!!! and she got her homecoming dress and then we went somewhere afterwards with some other people..well at least i knew allison and drew.. allison shared with me her new belonging!
sunday- i went to the movies to see friday night lights with heath..pretty good movie. then i went to barnes and noble and bought a cd and some coffee and went home.

this week has gone by pretty quickly and no school friday. so this weekend will be here by pretty much tomorrow night! (after i work at open house with GWEN!)

alexandra (ALEXandRA) is my dearest darling by the way.

...beautiful day

2004-10-13T21:20:01Z

last night SARAH spent the night! oh how i love sarah<3. bob came over too and we all hung out for some time..until he well, fell asleep. hah it was pretty funny actually. hes a cool guy.

GOOD NEWS: me sarah and reed are going some place far for thanksgiving holidays!.. <hint>...to visit ANNIE LAURIE THIGPEN!

13+ waves! hah kayla alex and randi